Maybe you can help me, because I'm sort of lost. You see, I just moved a few days ago.
It's not a bad little spot. More space. Nice wood floors. Some pretty tile.
I've got a big storage closet, a room just for baby girl, a bathroom with lots of storage space, and even my own craft corner in the living room.
But something just doesn't feel right. I just don't feel at home.
I miss making a coffee after breakfast and drinking it slowly while listening to the country music radio and playing Dr. Mario. I miss the sun always lighting up the apartment.
I miss eating an after-work snack in bed, then watching tv until I started to fall asleep. I miss talking to my Mom on a daily basis, even when she annoyed me.
I miss having that sense of things being in order, even when they were a mess.
I feel uneasy in my bedroom and livingroom. I don't feel relaxed in my homemade craft area. I can't stand being in the kitchen, and I hate the dinning room.
I've been finding myself just wanting to go home, but that's the only home I've got. There is no where else. There's only one spot in this new 'home' that I feel okay.
Baby girl's room. With the pretty white furniture, the weird corner windows, and the yellow curtains I just put up. I love being in her room. It's the only place that feels okay to me. Maybe when I get things put away and things up on the wall, I may feel better. For now.. I just feel a little lost. Help me.