Monday, June 14, 2010

Blogging in Bed

I went to see the Karate Kid earlier tonight. I was pleasantly surprised. Not only did I get into it from the beginning, I was enjoying it the whole way through.

Jaden Smith did a great job. He had the perfect attitude and played the emotional parts perfectly. I have seen very few Jackie Chan movies, but I enjoyed him as well. I heard from people who've seen his other movies that he doesn't usually play such serious roles. Great movie for all ages. It's rated PG, so it's kid-friendly, but 22 year old me enjoyed it, as well as the mid/late 20s male that I saw it with.

I went to see it with my ex-boyfriend. This is one of few times I've called him that. It doesn't feel like it, and it's weird saying it. That is why I am where I am right now. I am spending a few days at my mother's place to get some time to think, and also to see how I feel without him. We may be broken up, but our relationship has not changed much. The only difference lately is that he's hurt and I'm confused.

So here I am, sleeping in a tiny single bed with only one pillow, in a hot little room. We are cutting off all contact for at least a day or two, but I haven't decided how long I'll be away from home.

I was sad to leave. Packing up a bit of food and hugging goodbye just felt so final. Whether my heart ends up deciding we should try again, or to completely end it, I really will miss living with him, as imperfect as it's been. No matter what he's done to hurt or annoy me in the past year, he is a great guy and I know he would do anything for me.

I do miss him already.

But off I go to find something to stuff under my one pillow to lift it up a bit. Little exhausted me will be asleep in seconds, or so I hope.


ModernMom said...

I wondered if that movie would be any good. That little Jaden seems to be a big ball of personality!

Hope your time away from your boyfriend helps you find the answers you need.

Bossy Betty said...

Sorry to hear about all the confusion you have about your ex-boyfriend. It's just never easy, is it?

However, now it is time to arise and get your sequined gown on as you head over to my blog for some life-changing news.



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